hello again

sooooo this here is my second post on this new blog. and im slightly excited to be writing again. i am gonna write my next poem that i composed after the previous four were written. here i goooooo...

never wanted me

you've never wanted me.
i know that now.
i was tricked so easily.
so willing to believe.
we never could be,
anything more than loose ties.
betrayed in a way.
you dont have to say.
maybe once it could have worked.
a wish be born.
a dream not torn.
maybe once you felt the same.
but with complications,
came unspoked accusations.
we can never go back,
to when my wish still lived,
my dream still could be,
because you've never wanted me.

november 26th 2008


*this poem was not really written about any particular person. it was more composed while feeling just unwanted and unloved and as if no one will ever desire you the way you will desire them. in recent times i have come to find this poem very untrue for me. i have found someone who desires me just as much as i want him. my boyfriend is amazing in every way and i love him very much. so, this poem was about a true feeling that i once had but no longer am occupied by. now that i have gotten these thoughts out of my system, i will present you with my next poem that i wrote after i wrote the previous one.

this is the title

the things we clothe ourselves in
the emotions we fake
the scars we leave
upone our face
tears that turn
to blood so fast
and no one ever
can seem to last
if we could only tast
what we give
would we know
how to live
what the world has turned to
what the dark has brought
what can we do
we will always rot
one day when we all
can love the hate
maybe then we can
escape this timely fate

november 26th 2008

*this one i just kinda wrote. there was probably a feeling behind it, it was just masked by the rest of my subconcious mind so i really dont know what its about on a deeper level. so yeah. this is all i have to say for today's post. so bye now.