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yeah, so i got a little old message on formspring that suggested i update my blog. so here i am, writing.

so, i realized that i say 'so' a whole lot. but. i am still gonna use it a lot, so deal with it. so. so. so!
so..
one thing i like to do is eat. but i dont like to keep the food down. i dont like to keep it in me. it feels bad. it feels heavy and nasty and just not good. i say i dont care about my weight, but in truth, i do. a lot. i think i weigh a lot. i sort of like how i look, but i think i weigh too much. so..i need to fix that. and i am trying. the only way i know how. so yeah.
i am trying to like myself. i really am. but it just doesnt work all the time.