new poems

ok, so. i know i havent written in awhile (again). but i am writing now. but instead of posting my next poems in my poetry book, i wrote some new ones late last night, and im gonna copy them down here cuz i think they are not terribly bad so i want to see what you follower think of it. here they are:

im hurting
deep inside
can you see me
i bet not
oh well

im hiding
deep inside
can you find me
i think not
oh well

im sighing
deep inside
can you hear me
probably not
oh well

im crying
deep inside
can you tell
i doubt it
oh well

im screaming
deep inside
can you sense it
probably not
oh well

im hurting
inside and out
can you care
i bet not
no well







i think
something
its a secret
but i’ll tell you
if you promise
not to tell
a soul
do you want
to know it

i think
anything
its private
but i’ll let you know
if you swear
not to speak
a word of it
to anyone
do you want
to know it

i think
nothing
anymore
i wont tell you
so dont bother
to wonder
but promise me
you won’t tell
someone
my thoughts








death
do you know it
do you see it
coming down on me
from somewhere near
breathing sweetly
smelling heavenly

death
do you see it
do you know it
coming here
from somewhere close
sounding grand
looking perfect

death
do you feel it
do you sense it
coming now
being wonderful
bringing silence
so longed for

peace
brought by death
did you know it
did you feel it
when it was coming
gaining fast
too late now
i will miss you dear








i wanted to write a poem
a poem to tell my thoughts
a passage to convey my feelings

i wanted it to be happy
but my thoughts are sad
and my feelings are bad

i wished it would be a good poem
i wanted it to move people
but i am not strong enough
to move anyone with my words

i wanted to write a poem
but i gave up
and never wrote again


all of these were writen early this morning, february 15th, at like midnight.




yeah, so i know they are depressing, but i was feeling depressed last night. but the good news is that i got some good poems out of the sad episode.

i promise to write again soon. tootles.